it finally rained!

For days I wished for rain and its here! well, at the moment its stopped but I hope it continues.. I had mentioned on twitter that certain parts of the city were looking like an arizona desert.

I had an appointment to take care of today in downtown brooklyn, boy was that frustrating! I had the address to where I had to be but no one told me what the building said.. turned out they changed the building number... I spent wayy too much time looking for something that wasn't even there.. once I was done I was pissed and starving but I refused to stay in downtown brooklyn any longer.. I'll return when I am not pissed.. there's plenty of stores down there that I'd like to go to.. anyhow when I came back home on the G train it began raining I couldn't have been more happier to see that.. I know it won't take the heat away but at least I won't have to look at brown grass in most places I go to..

For a bit I was looking for some ideas to make a banner for my blog.. now that blogger made customizing much easier I can now deal with it but I am having issues deciding what it should look like.. I am a little rusty with gimp as well but I should get the hang of it.. but it will be a while before I even finish the banner when I make it.. it all depends.. I might go with something simple sometime this week just to get one up there..

hey guess what? I now have more then one entry for july.. goal fulfilled.. until next month!!!!!!!!!!!! nah just kidding.. I love to write.. I just hate my computer.. turning it on waiting for firefox.. it can be such a pain which is why I don't bother.. I think I will attempt to call one of my best friends today.. I doubt he will answer.. but its worth a shot..

I have been talking to my ex bf too much lately.. then we got into an argument last night.. its never a good idea to keep an ex as a friend.. for most people thats the case.. I could never successfully manage that.. its too awkward.. but I tried with him because I thought we'd make better friends then a couple... guess I was wrong.. I can't be something I'm not.. I can't pretend things that bother me right now don't exist.. I can't be a happy positive person all the time when I know I have ten million things to deal with.. in the end, all it chalked up was me just not being into them as much as I Wanted to be.. I'll find the person I am meant to be with someday.. I hope..

Only 3 more weeks left in july.. that is insane! I better get on to my list of summer goals soon or september will come.. I much prefer colder weather I tend to go out more.. I think for right now I will go check whats on tv, not much I can do when I have school tomorrow and work on thursday, friday and saturday.. I bet if I had nothing to do everyday time would go slower.. when I was jobless and glued to the interweb I found that time stood still.. but I was like that for about a year so it makes sense.. I never want to go back to that.. it still doesn't mean I won't.. no ones secure with whats going on today.. unless you are already rich...

something awesome will happen before summer ends.. I just get that feeling.. hope i'm right.. Anyways take care..

XoXo

Carolyn