The Thin Line Between Happiness & Sadness

In life, So many factors can change a single moment, it could be anything. 

One morning you could have a job interview for your dream job and suddenly the train breaks down, or the whole subway system could shut down over one small thing..you are left to find the quickest way possible to get to where you are going.. 

A true example of  this happened recently on the Long Island Rail Road, Due to lightning strikes which took out their signaling system during the evening rush.. you just never know what will happen at any given moment. Life can be so unpredictable. 

The reason I bring up how things can change at the blink of eye is because sometime tomorrow, (unsure of the exact time) I will find out if I will be taking my much needed vacation.. on my previous entry I stated why I need that vacation.. if you haven't read it check it out: http://dreamforeverxo.blogspot.com/2011/07/whirlwind-of-uncertainty-voiceless-in.html

It would be nice for once in this year to have some sort of luck with something.. if I can't have anything else.. I would really like this to work out. All I truly need is to get away and come back with a fresh mind ready to go back into battle to solve all the problems I have on hand in life right now. I have to also prepare myself in case this doesn't go as planned and I can't go on vacation.. If this is the case which I sincerely hope it isn't then I would have to somehow find the strength to pull through.. I just don't know if I can anymore.

Tonight to get my mind off things for a while.. I am going out with my friends to the trash bar in williamsburg. According to my Best friend David I am a trash bar legend, I am not sure if that's good thing but I do know every time we go there the most hilarious things occur, I couldn't tell you how a particular night is going to end.. but I know one thing, it is going to be a long night.. check my twitter time line for updates during the night.. If I get signal because for some reason in the trash bar my phone has no reception.. very odd..  maybe my company just sucks.. yeah sounds about right.

I will let you guys know what happens tomorrow.. hopefully it isn't late at night when I find out so that I can write an entry and also purchase the ticket as well, knowing me I won't get much sleep tomorrow.. I never do when I am waiting for something.. 

XoXo

Carolyn