The Long Road + Thoughts on Surge launch

here I am sitting down thinking, I must have the crappiest luck in the world, seems like no matter what I do lately it doesn't go right.. I have to keep thinking there must be some twisted reason behind all of this.. what I have been waiting for might not work out.. I am not sure yet as I haven't gotten in contact with the person whom I need to speak to.. but I will say this... once all of this is said and done, NYC has a lawsuit on its hands.. you might see me on the news and if you do, you'll know what this has been about all along.. of course if I do pursue legal action I won't be able to write about what's going on till after the trial.. but. it will be done, I will get justice for what is being done to me.. I can promise you that.

When I am stressed like this I try to think of those who are worse off, because as bad as I have it there truly is someone who has it worse, I am not terminally ill, I eat every single day, I have a roof over my head, I will live to see tomorrow, unless some tragic event occurs.. tomorrow is promised to no one, we all know that.. 

On a Brighter note, today marked a very special day, The Launch of My best friend Davids Radio station www.surgeFm.com  after all the hard work and set backs it finally happened and I was there to witness it, So many memories I have of us, but this will be one of my faves by far, why? because this could be the beginning of something amazing for him and I couldn't be happier, I wish him the best of luck and of course I will still be a writer for the site so check out my reviews as they come along! plenty of good music, reviews and etc all over the site and there will be more to come.

I think I will listen to the thunder and rain, whilst I have surge playing in the background as I try to relax for a while... need to shut my brain off and not think for a while.. I swear my life is like a game of chess.. always planning my next move before I even make it.. hopefully this weekend will be as epic as the last.. Its definitely what I need.

XoXo

Carolyn