its been so long..that I am speechless..

last night.. I thought of words to express how I felt about him.. but everyday i am speechless... I never thought.. I would find someone who cared and loved me so much.. I've been lied to so much that I find myself in disbelief at times..

Just this morning, I found myself looking at an old blog of mine.. from years ago.. and I saw the mental abuse I was put through.. I was so blind back then.. but its not about the past.. the future awaits me.. I know what I want.. I know who I want to be with.. I think its about time I found some happiness.. my heart is truly inspired.. when I do find the words.. He'll be the first to know... how beautiful it is to love and be loved.. no matter what anyone thinks.... i think this is it.. i found him. :)

xoxo
Carolyn.