always thinking too much..

I find that when I am at work, or on the long bus ride to school I will think about things I normally wouldn't think about.. things that happened so long ago.. I could say they don't matter but why are they on my mind? I guess when I go through times where I am unsure where I am headed next I think of things that I already know the ending to.. but instead of movies or shows I think of my life.. I think of how old I am and how much I've done that I thought I couldn't.. and how much I still can do..

While on the bus yesterday morning I found myself wanting to learn to drive even more.. although I can't get a car just yet but the thought of the freedom one has to drive and be able to go where you want is awesome.. Once this happens i am sure I will get tired of it at some point.. but I don't know if I would..

so many things have been on my mind.. I just hope I have a moment where everything gets better and I look back and learn from what I've went through just like I did with everything else.. theres 5 months left to this year.. I wonder how this one will end.

Xoxo
Carolyn