First Blog of 2010

Hey, I hope everyone has had a Good new year so far, Mines has been okay. I certainly feel different, I feel like things will be changing in a positive way this year. By the summer I will be in a better situation then I am in now, I can almost guarantee it.

On new years eve I told myself, I am putting my old thoughts, and negative feelings away, I didn't bring old problems and unrequited feelings with me into 2010. I just don't have the time to care about that stuff anymore.

At some point in 2010 I'll start dating again (WAHHH scary! lol) but that will wait until I get my other issues out of the way.

Speaking of dating/relationships, A word of advice to those looking to be in a relationship or are already in one, In my years of personal experience and that of watching others around me, There is one important thing you must always remember, Never ever cast your friends aside entirely, You must find a balance, A balance between time with your friends and your Mate. Many of times I have seen this happen where someone will completely isolate themselves into this cloud of love and promise which is all very good, but then when it doesn't work, They fall off the cloud onto their arse looking for their friends when they hit the ground, Which then causes the person's friends to wonder "why should I help them now?" and of course there's always that one friend or two that will welcome you with open arms without an "I told you so"

The first few months of a relationship are considered the honeymoon phase, where you can't get enough of the other person, but Just remember to keep a balance, So that even after a relationship everything will be as it was before.

Now Starts the countdown to my 22nd Birthday, February 11th, I am not sure what I will be doing, but most likely I've been wanting to go to a show since forever to watch a local band, So that might be what I do, Although its too soon to say.

Anyhow I hope this year will be the one to change everything.. for me.. So here's to hoping..

XoXo
Carolyn