fall memories.

I went out for a walk today and the weather was pretty nice, it was cool and just had the fall atmosphere.. The perfect weather for some train riding memories lol.
Yesh I am weird... I actually like riding the train to random places just to explore.. I live in a big enough city so why not??

I was thinking about things I did with friends and people I used to know.. This time last year I went to a apple orchard, and I went to some farms, I do miss that stuff..
the only thing I have to look forward to is the halloween parade I guess.. Ohh and the thirteen days of halloween on the Abc channel lol.

I just hope things get better for me soon.. I felt pretty emo the other night.. but I thought about the good things that I have which some people probably don't and I felt better..
I just have to keep trying different things and figure out what I can get to work at this point..

In one of my previous blogs I wrote about no longer associating with someone because they knew someone from my past whom I no longer want anything to do with.. well I emailed them explaining my reasoning behind deleting them from myspace,Fb, and etc.. Only because it was getting to me, I started to feel bad because in reality they didn't do anything wrong.. but I guess I cant undo it now..

I'm off to clean my room.. its small yet it gets untidy because I don't put things where they belong.. My Cubby was mess in elementary school.. guess that stayed with me lmaoo..

happy columbus day..

xoxo

Carolyn